Friday, April 8, 2011

Struggling and Forgiveness

Is there no second chance? Can I not be forgiven?

What can I do when mistakes are made? I cannot apologize, for there is no one to apologize to. I cannot make up what I missed, for the time has passed without my knowing. I cannot pray, for even God will not change what has already been done.

I am left with nothing but my own stupidity to keep me company. I keep running from the mistakes I've made and struggling against the force trying to pull me under. Wouldn't it be better to simply let myself be pulled under? However, that is not possible because someone is keeping me above just enough so that I still have to keep struggling. I am unable to stay above, and unable to peacefully drift under.

Where is the relief?

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